sucking moments.

Disturbed nights
Disturbed sleep
Disturbed life
And disturbed me
This thing came back after several years…
where you cry and cry in the dream
but when you open your eyes you are crying in the real…
It happened with me after such a long time.
I got up with my pillow soaked with tears and I was drained.
Totally exhausted I don’t know since how long I have been sobbing while I was asleep.
That crying was related to a dream though.
It seems as if I am bordering on insanity…