puzzled thoughts by sum1 for sum1

woke up...thought of writing to you...
then eschewd all thoughts....
welll tried calling you but then hung up.....
dont know whats going on with me.....
or withyouor with both of us.....
heart says...she must be busy...nights..work commitment....
mind says.....probably she has realized what iam not willing to realize.....
sit down again in my own pain and agony....
wanna hear you...wanna talk to you...
its been days.....
feeling so lonely....
so down with out you...